aarrrrrhhh

In the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

one word.


PENAT. peh. went up and down stairs. searching for the pipelines. aiyaahh. it wasn't that hard. just penat aje.

on the way back, i saw him. looks like he wanted to go meet us but unfortunately, a manager came up, blocking his way and talked to him. well, rezeki melihat dari jauh je :P

3 crazy days. and i finally at ease when i saw him even though it was only for a while. nah, ni ke penangan love at first sight? is this love?

i have never felt like this before. not after i left taiping. the only guy who could make my heart felt something at first sight was only marwan. and we're just friends now. the other guy i dated, i force my own self to love him at first (it was hard) i just like him. but he was in love with me...which makes me feel guilty in the beginning because i didn't really love him enough to say i love u back. it took me a week to say it...and it took me months to really feel it. old memories.

guess he never really think bout it now.

he already got kholi by his side who could understand him better than i did. what more he wants? it's more than enough.

haih.

i don't want him to come back.

just sit still and be where he is.

tapi hati ni macam terlalu takut untuk bergerak ke depan. membuka pintu ke cinta baru. im so scared. scared enough to not really think about mr f seriously.

berserah kepada takdir, jalan apa yg terbaik utk diri.

Yours Truthfully,
Misz iNz