The Morning Routine

I am not really a morning person to begin with. But after being a wife, it starts to change slowly.

Not really sure how it works, but I guess it starts off with planting the idea of waking up early (definitely for fajar prayer & ) to make breakfast, weeks before I get married to the love of my life.

My husband aka Encik Abang, is a morning person. But not on weekdays. Lol. He actually needs to get up at 6 o'clock in the morning so that he wont be rushing around getting himself ready to work. Probably because he doesn't want to go to bed early which results in the stretching of his sleeping time.

Okay, so my husband gets up at 6.30 in the morning and will probably busy with himself until 6.50. I need to prepare the breakfast within the time frame.

So that he will have his breakfast at 6.50 til 7.00 or 7.05. Ideally it should be 6.45 til 6.50 am but never mind. We can always improve next time.

At first, I thought if I make breakfast first, thinking that it can be done at 6.45, so that I wont feel guilty to my husband since I can only wake up at 6.30 in the morning. But I was wrong.

Delaying fajar to make a breakfast was really a bad idea. But I didnt realized that up until a month.

You, know the keberkatan and all, I do feel as if Im losing it day by day. But thinking that maybe  it  can be covered up with sunnatul taubah & dhuha, I shuusshh the thinking away from my head and buried the unease feelings deep inside me.

But Allah is the Almighty and Most Merciful.

One morning, I get up 10 minutes early. 6.20 am. And I decided to pray fajar first before starting to cook for breakfast.

It was then, the feeling of ease comes to me when I started to cook (eventhough I only managed to finish cooking at 6.50) as if I am doing the rightful thing.

And because I feel so ease, everything went smoothly. Even the food taste better and more delicious. Ahah.

So the lesson learned now is no matter how rush you are at the moment, learn to put the first thing first in the priority list. Even if it means it might jeopardize someone a lil bit like in this case, my husband. But trust me, it wont. 

After all, time is His servant too isnt it? 😁