Laziness

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

Peace be upon all/ Good Day,

Sitting alone in a room, with a lappy, slow internet connection doesn't really helps you alot in doing works anywaysss. urgh.

I really think this is the worst weekend of all. My roommate went to KL for the straight 3 weekend-s for God sake ( I didn't blamed her for that though ;p) and here I am, left with Adeeb, Feera and Huda in the house all by ourselves.

Im broken. Really broke that it make me feel like chewing the PIC from Finance who is still haven't bank-in our money. If I could, then I would probably CHEW him/her up! Lucky that I am not a Cannibal. (and I Thank God for that. really!)

I am a almost 22 year old grown up adult, and yet I still have to ask from my parents to give me some money because I am broken. It is soo embarassing~ When can I manage my own life on my own? Maybe after I graduate and start working. I hope so. Insya ALLAH.


Having phone but can't call nor sms, really is useless. Today, I got 5 messages, and I can't even reply any. Though they were from the same person.

but still,

buatkan hati rasa tak senang.

Jiwa tak tenteram.

Saya minta maaf kerana tak dapat nak mengganggu hidup awk selama 48 jam. I know now that You are used to my bugging-ness. ;p so it feels weird when your phone suddenly silent for these past two days.

And home. I really miss them. All of 'em.

And next week, I'm planning to go back. (semoga dipermudahkan olehNYA). Cukuplah ditinggalkan selama ini. Sekarang sy pula nak meninggalkan mereka. Barulah 'fair and square'. aite?

At least, di kala dia sibuk berkenduri di rumah opah, I have my family at my side too which helps me shifting my focus on other things. Dan oh roomate, if you still have the energy for travelling, jom balik kg? Hee :D

P/S: Apa khabar FYP dan PDP? Mood Malas mula menguasai diri. Maaf, tapi malam ini malam untuk tidur awal. Adrenaline masih tak cukup lagi to urge me to get back to work. And I pity myself for this. Really.