Wednesday, August 27, 2008

A picture speaks a thousand words

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful



Congrats El~

Rugi tak dapat bersama-sama di hari bahagia kamu..~

ex-505 tahun 2008. Tak banyak perubahan pun. I still can recognize you guys. Hee =D
Well, then I still hope we can meet each other someday. Mungkin berbuka puasa bersama-sama, perhaps? =)

Rasa macam kita masih lagi kanak-kanak kecil yang baru belajar mengenal Dunia. Tak sangka begitu cepat masa berlalu...

I really miss those moments with you guys in Taiping... All the laughters, tears and jokes that we shared together.. it feel like yesterday.

It has been 5 years, and who knows if ever I am still that little child inside here. Gosh, I really miss those moments back in Taiping!!


Monday, August 25, 2008

Pening bersama assignment

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

Di kala tengah kepeningan bersama assigment Reservoir Engineering, sempat lagi bermain kuiz tentang parent-parent ni. Sabo je la labu~ hee =D

Mane nak cari Tc and Pc nih???

*haih~*




You Will Be a Cool Parent



You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.

You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.

While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.

You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Would You Be a Cool Parent?

heh. Can I? Entah btol entah kan tak kuiz nih. We'll see then few years after this k. =)

Sunday, August 24, 2008

when sanity fading..

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful


Just no matter how many times the word sorry been uttered, the scar will still be there.

Carved deeply in the heart I guess. Betul lah kate orang, kata-kata itu lebih bisa dari sebilah

pedang. That's why, seboleh mungkin I'll try to avoid from getting angry. Even if I am, I will

keep my mouth shut for a while till I cool down.

But last nite,

I went overboat. Unexpectedly.


I hurt both hearts . Him and mine.

It will takes time to heal the wounded heart.

*God, What have I done?*

I know how it feels when my heart hurts, but then I... did it to someone else now.

I don't have no one, nobody else but you.

And you know it deep in your heart how much you mean to me.

Moga-moga matahari bersinar semula selepas awan berarak pergi.

Syuhh~ go away misery and this hurtful memory..~




p/s: It's been the longest winter without you, and I don't know where to turn to...

Saturday, August 23, 2008

It's shattering.

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful




Semalaman tidur tak lena sebab hati yang gusar.

Jam 2.30, harapan ingin berehat.

Jam 3.30, mata terbuka semula.

Jam 4.30, terjaga kembali.

Sedih. Penat. Pilu.

Semua bercantum menjadi satu.


"Terima kasihla, ssh turun sbb saya.."

I'll remember those words..deep in my heart.

Thank You for your understanding despite my restless nite last nite.

Thanks Alot.




Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Di pagi hari

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

Salam =)

It's almost 2 in the morning. Today was a hectic day to start with at first. but still, Alhamdulillah. E'thing went well. I would rather think so~ heh.

I could feel the sun finally shined again today. Not that it was all gloomy before this. It was just finally~ I got my allowance~ Lalala.. =D hee.

Sangat bersyukur. Sungguh-sungguh ni. Seriously!

And for that, to celebrate it, I bought a new printer. Hee =D

Don't get me wrong. I wasn't wasting my money. It's a need to have one. And mine (the old one) already broken. pathetic. I know. But still the old Pixma MP110 helped me alot during my previous two years in UTP. Perhaps my lil brothers too eh?

The new printer? It's just an ordinary one. CX5500. At first, I was thinking to have only the one in one printer. =p I mean just for printing purpose.

But then, after went surveying for a few minutes, I realized that, the price might be slightly differ but the cost of ink and all are all the same. If a PIXMA costs me 150++ and CX5500 just need some additional 100, why don't I just go for CX5500 right?

Entah kenape jadi sentimental pulak...bila teringatkan MP110 yg kini tersadai di atas meja tak dapat berkhidmat lagi. Haish, sedih pulak. Tapi apakan daya, hayatmu tak panjang wahai printerku sayang~

It's all my fault. Ganas sangat. Kunun-kunun nak check apa yang tak kena dgn printer. Akhirnya, patah isi dalam nyer. Adeh~

Erm, kehidupan sbg Final Year student? Pretty free. Masa atau waktu maksudnye. Tapi kena ingat, itu semua sbb ada 2 projek yang WAJIB disiapkan demi segulung IJAZAH.

Ahad ni, El bakal melangsungkan majlisnya bersama Jai. Sweet. Sorang sahabat di kala zaman sekolah akan melangkah pergi. Bertukar status.

Moga selamat segala kawan~!

p/s: Ikatan yang mengukuhkan sebuah harapan dan impian. Everyone dreams of it. But how many would really willing to sacrifice everything, for it? Berkorban untuk menjadi matang dan belajar bertanggungjawab ke atas diri sendiri, belahan jiwa dan bakal keluarga yg akan lahir nanti? Cinta itu bersulamkan harapan dan tanggungjawab yang cukup berat. Anda bagaimana?

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Just A Thought

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

“Sesungguhnya Allah SWT apabila mencintai seorang hambaNya, maka nescaya diuji hamba itu dengan ujian yang tiada penawarnya (melainkan sabar dan redha). Apabila ia sabar maka ia menjadi hamba pilihan Allah dan jika ia redha, maka ia diangkat darjatnya oleh Allah SWT” –

Layout Baru

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful


Saje tukar layout. Hee =D

Same ngn Cik Filzah =p

Clean & Tidy. Nice~

Btw, thanks to those who seems concern about me. Your thoughts and opinions are noted. No worries. =)

It was hard to resist the temptation. Probably. But still not impossible.

Ahh~ I miss home so much. Recently, the rabbit gave birth to 4 new born babies~ Can't wait to see them soon. All in white. No spots like Tombak. (Suddenly Abah decided to change his name from Tom to Tombak.) I never know that Aznil's show could influence Abah in any ways. =D

Tombak is so notty now. Loves to jump here and there and hates being carried around like before.

Dulu-dulu, Tombak cuma sebesar tapak tangan aje. Sekarang mungkin dah gemuk.(Seperti tuannya di UTP nih. duh!)

Sy plg syg Tombak. Semua orang di rumah pon. Sampai nenek pon sanggup nak jaga dia! Miracle-miracle~ (Nenek tak suka haiwan berbulu mcm kucing dan arnab.) Mungkin sebab dia the first new born baby. Tak cukup bulan pula tu. Mata Tombak paling cantik sebab warna hitam. Sama seperti mata Fizik (ni lah ayah dia.)

K, lah. entri ni dah hampir sama macam karangan kanak-kanak tahap satu je gamaknya. Lebih baik berhenti sebelum orang mula muak membacanya. hee =D






Saturday, August 9, 2008

Laziness

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

Peace be upon all/ Good Day,

Sitting alone in a room, with a lappy, slow internet connection doesn't really helps you alot in doing works anywaysss. urgh.

I really think this is the worst weekend of all. My roommate went to KL for the straight 3 weekend-s for God sake ( I didn't blamed her for that though ;p) and here I am, left with Adeeb, Feera and Huda in the house all by ourselves.

Im broken. Really broke that it make me feel like chewing the PIC from Finance who is still haven't bank-in our money. If I could, then I would probably CHEW him/her up! Lucky that I am not a Cannibal. (and I Thank God for that. really!)

I am a almost 22 year old grown up adult, and yet I still have to ask from my parents to give me some money because I am broken. It is soo embarassing~ When can I manage my own life on my own? Maybe after I graduate and start working. I hope so. Insya ALLAH.


Having phone but can't call nor sms, really is useless. Today, I got 5 messages, and I can't even reply any. Though they were from the same person.

but still,

buatkan hati rasa tak senang.

Jiwa tak tenteram.

Saya minta maaf kerana tak dapat nak mengganggu hidup awk selama 48 jam. I know now that You are used to my bugging-ness. ;p so it feels weird when your phone suddenly silent for these past two days.

And home. I really miss them. All of 'em.

And next week, I'm planning to go back. (semoga dipermudahkan olehNYA). Cukuplah ditinggalkan selama ini. Sekarang sy pula nak meninggalkan mereka. Barulah 'fair and square'. aite?

At least, di kala dia sibuk berkenduri di rumah opah, I have my family at my side too which helps me shifting my focus on other things. Dan oh roomate, if you still have the energy for travelling, jom balik kg? Hee :D

P/S: Apa khabar FYP dan PDP? Mood Malas mula menguasai diri. Maaf, tapi malam ini malam untuk tidur awal. Adrenaline masih tak cukup lagi to urge me to get back to work. And I pity myself for this. Really.