hello friday!

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

What is exactly strategic thinking?

I tried to download some journals from Sciencedirect about this topic, but apparently it costs me money in which I am unwilling to pay. *yea..kedekut gile untuk ilmu (but FOC items look much more tempting!) lol. anyway, I should thank my lil brother for teaching and guiding me on this matter.

*hugs.

on the other hand, i am trying to get everything under control at the moment. definitely trying my best!. walaupun lembap sikit daripada kura-kura.

second item is that, yes..i am too occupied with my own life. i should not let working life take over my whole life. including my precious time with my own family.

i miss home.

very much.

ps: personal issue is not my priority at the moment. i am done thinking. for something that is beyond my control where i have less than 50% control over it, i will not overdo or overthink like i used to before. God is there for me, isnt it? As-Sami'..i know He heard me. and always hears me. definitely!.

*smile.

random thoughts

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

The 3 Things in life that we should know;

That is why these logic should be apply in life;  

because apparently:

credits to my friend; i found this on her FB page. ;)

this is definitely for you..

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

it is whether i am too attached to you. or i am too dependent on you. but unfortunately, i'm starting to miss you even more when the weekend is coming..

and regardless of who ever is staying besides me, life doesn't seems complete to me. there's a hole that nobody can ever fill it just no matter how or what they do.

i guess, you really are my soulmate! my bff & my sister!

damn, i really miss your presence in this house even more now. sebab satu hari ni apparently i didn't get your report of what happened today.

susah bila you can't lose either one of these important people in your life no matter what. sigh.

hopefully time can pass by quicker than it should!

ps: it's the 100th post! congratulations to me, myself and i. heh. working life seems to look even more stress than it has ever been before. it is either with the jobs, the people, or the system itself. i guess nothing is perfect in this life. even so, i will still try to do the best i should. it is not about getting someone else's attention nor trying to look as if i am the best among all. it is about getting the satisfaction level that i want in things that i do. that matters the most at the moment. 

change is constant..

in the name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

when we say things like, people don't change..

it drives scientists crazy..

because change is literally the only constant in all of science..


energy..matter..

it always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying..


it's the way people try not to change that is unnatural..

the way we cling to what things were instead of letting it be with what they are..

the way we cling to our memories instead of forming a new ones..

the way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication..

that anything in this lifetime is permanent.

change is constant.

how we experience change?

 that is up to us. it can be like a death...

or it can be a second chance to a life..

if we open our fingers,

losing our grip,

and go with it...

it can be like pure adrenalin..


like in any moment, we can have another chance in life...

like in any moment, we can be born.. all over again..

-meredith grey; grey's anatomy s07e01-

"what happen to us, is only 10%. 90% is how we react to it.."